Oh girl!

Another Eid swings open. I am still all alone. Isolation is at its peak. People are here and  some folks are there too. Nevertheless the heart hears one is knocking the door but how pity it is unable to open the door because of mind's deterrence.

Eid wishes are sent and received as it is going on this time too; but no one knows around me except you that I am happy, apparently. Few moments ago a holy month, an auspicious month has just left me in the lurch letting me think I could not pray for who I just want as my betterhalf  except for what I want in my surroundings. How could this be that one is not here with me. Will it be possible that appear as I just see up above the clouds in the sky to sight the moon.

The whole previous month did not let me feel you as I am feeling now the absence of yours even you have never been with me. I am missing you even you have never acknowledged me. I am thinking you even you are unaware of me and my soul.

Having closed my eyes I just find you coming just opposite me in the same blue scarf when I had a glimpse at you while you were talking to your mate ignoring my presence. Lest I should die, you just ask me once. Lest I should  cry, just let me utter those three words that you never heard me saying. How restless now I am comparatively I was ever for you. How tensed the journey has been so far. So far you are but closer than that of my breath even, nearer than my roman nose even.

Whatever you have got to do, choose and decide, it's none of my business oh girl! Just wish me this Eid to let me enjoy it as Eid. Can you just do it for me or not for me but for the sake of Almighty who made us meet together once. I wish oh girl! You would wish me "Happy Eid. 💗

(Dedicated to someone special who has no idea how special she is!)