How I am!
I am on my way home, I have a glimpse at two people
quarreling and abusing each other, I just overlook them and go ahead. After a
few steps I have to see a person lying on the pavement under the shadow of sun’s
scorching beams, I just keep on moving-ignoring him.
I get on the bus and meet a pugnacious conductor asking Rs.
16 instead of Rs. 15 for bus fare, I argue but he is very obdurate so I have to
give him Rs. 1 extra (a large amount) reluctantly. Meanwhile I see some men get
into ladies’ portion, sometimes I do too under compulsion, and it is not that much bad I think!
I see some people selling drugs and unhygienic things but I never
try to interrupt because neither I am buying these sorts of things nor I worry
about the teenagers and youth who are willingly or unwillingly addicted. I
never raise my voice against it.
I saw before few days an old man standing at the bus stop at
about 12 am but how would I give him lift on my bike? He did not belong to me!
I usually see children begging at the bus stops, outside my university
where I study, I just ignore them or sometimes appreciate them having paid some
pennies, but I never try to think of their background gang.
When I watch the news I see and I believe, I never try to
find the other hidden side of the pictures-reality-fact.
I just see and believe, why do I not observe? Why do I not
research? Why do I not ponder over the surrounding happenings and occurrences?
All these questions revolve only around one work “I”.
Exactly, sometimes I think because of my alive conscience……….How
I am!!!